evablue is like woah.

i believe in fairies and creatures far far away
sounds and scenes alive in my imagination
wonderful worlds of grandeur and perfection
flourishing under endless skies of scintillating stars

i believe in yesterday, today and tomorrow
sounds and scenes that i can touch
wonderful worlds of living imperfection 
tripping left feets under wishing stars

two worlds collide when we look up to see
moments of suspended disbelief and wonder
imperfections and perfection osmotic 
and truths can exist in peaceful coexistence  

making no excuses for is are am
ready to fall steady to rise
trying to make sense of necessitate
sifting through self sink sate 
one day one thought one maybe
waiting for tomorrow to was  

pontificate
i don’t
opinionate
i do
confiscate
i won’t
commiserate
i will
articulate
i was
alienate
i am 

the futures haunt me
it whispers the failures of the pasts
reminding me that tomorrows are reflections
of all my yesterdays

trying, trudging, semi-obliviously
to the mistakes made and making
knowing that histories do not make
futures failures

knowing, minding, thinking,
too many thoughts hinder perseverances 
reminding myself that learnings
are pasts and futures 

you see her light
she sees the white
you see her bright
she is the night
you see her fight
she’s lost her flight
you see her delight
she’s not quite

see you
i do
i break alongside

can’t hold you up
if you take me
down too

head up
head high
at least try

i might 

for that which is broken
can not be broken again
it only changes
once learned
it shall not repeat
can not be replayed
for that will not break again
once already broken

smarter than we think
we don’t think anymore
only thoughts
annihilate reasoning
beliefs propositioned 
moments instant replay
strength chipped away 
until we are nothing
but heart 

stand tall she said
needless to say
ignoring your youth
it’s already past
wasting time has
nothing more to do 

step through she said
who cares anyways
meaningless gazes
worthless stares
holding you back
from futures to come

live again she said
choose your friends
surpass your fears 
be better at being
at one at once
from inside whence

love again she said
through the sadness
past the hurt
life is forthcoming
today is already yesterday
tomorrow is living

Your Diagnosis 

You have a poetic sensibility and an ability to see beyond the day to day. You often seem to be living in a higher realm, or to be not-of-this-earth. Occasionally you imagine interior lives for friends and associates that are near-complete fabrications based on your fears or hopes for the future. You are often not aware of your own feelings. You have a strong sense of right and wrong, and because of this are often disappointed. Despite what can sometimes be a destructive inward-turning anger, you are very gentle. You are sometimes a bit out of touch with the ebb and flow of modern life. If your behavior is out of synch with your moral values, a severe psychic disturbance can result. Because connectivity is so important to you, you can become quiet and sulky if you feel that others around do not understand your point of view. 

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Took this personality test and it gave me the above result. It’s 90% accurate. I’m posting it here because I thought it was poetic.

what one say
what one do
takes due
together mighty
apart slightly
myopic biopic entropic 
takes two